It’s Friday and I had a good morning. With Jehovah’s help, I was able to get up around 8:30 this morning, shower, bandage, dress and grab breakfast before signing on to meet my group virtually for my ministry.

This is no small feat provided I typically have restless nights full of tossing/ turning/propping etc. I always awaken to find my bed underpads covered in blood and pus, with the desperate need to cleanse my body of all the leakage from the overnight hours. This is a daily physical and mental ordeal.

Having said that, I always thank Jehovah for helping me get up and shower so that I can proceed to get in gear for the day ahead. There are very few days when I’m not able to draw from him, the strength to do what I need to do. I’m thankful for this.

After sharing in my ministry, I’m pretty much done for the day..lol. I feel tired but fulfilled. Sometime I say or think, “why am I so tired just after being on Zoom?” But then I remember the lack of sleep from the previous night. So today, after having done what’s most important, I’m back in my bed. Some reading and a nap are the two remaining items on my agenda.

While the limitations placed on me by HS are clear, I still have a joy in my heart from what I am able to do. I’m confident that maintaining focus on the positive will help me continue undefeated as an HS warrior💪🏽