Hidradenitis Suppurativa

I’m specifically thankful for two things today. The first being something that most would likely not give any thought to. I’m thankful, one, that I was able to sofa shop with my sister and actually sit and test the sofas. We ventured out for this same purpose five weeks ago, but because of the great sensitivity and pain in my ……. rear, from a long running flare, I was unable. Aside from this, I typically use a doughnut pillow because of the sensitivity caused by the remnants left from a very bad flare I had three years ago. This most recent episode even made that ineffective.

Soooo, though I’m not 100% back to my base level according to my not-so-new normal, I am significantly better!🙏🏽🙏🏽 The most accurate description of how I felt, was that I was sitting on a porcupine 😖. I’m so happy to be past that!!

Secondly, I’m thankful for the online Hidradenitis support group I recently found! It’s so nice being able to see and interact with people that understand what it’s like to live in the world of HS. I especially appreciate this because so few people that have this disease, at least the ones I’m aware of, who are willing to reach out and connect. Today was my third meeting and I plan to keep attending as part of my overall effort to keep enduring and maintaining my mental and emotional wellbeing, as well as taking the opportunity to share what I find helpful with others.

That’s my day in a nutshell….😊

Today was a great start to the month! I had a wonderful time in my ministry, and can’t help but to be appreciative of Jehovah giving us just what we need at the right time!

Every day is different, but it’s important to take it moment by moment. Having a day with minimal discomfort and being blessed with beautiful friends and great association is a reason for joy and thanksgiving ❣️

My goal is to reach 30hrs in my ministry for the month. Looking forward to more days like this one 🥰

I’ve been away from posting my day-to-day HS experience for three years now. I was largely sidetracked by my venture and efforts to retire, and subsequently be approved for SSD.

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I’m thankful for the outcome of both endeavors, now being three years into retirement. Though I didn’t choose this eventuality, and would much rather be healthy and grumbling about my 9-5😃, I accept it as a blessing! I honestly look back in almost disbelief that I was able to push through and work with HS plaguing me. There’s no doubt that Jehovah gave me what I needed to endure.

As for my condition, it persist. Flares still come, pain and discomfort remain loyal companions and the mental fatigue of this life altering disease still take their toll. Despite this however, I do manage to hold onto joy and hope! My faith, friends, family and therapy are all strengthening aids in helping me not to give up and give out!

I’m now 39yrs old and in my 13th year of suffering with HS. Thirteen years as an ‘Altered Version of a Me that I Never Knew.’ Physical scars, wounds – some open and active, some closed and other HS site mutations have lent themselves to a challenging mental and emotional journey… But I’m still here….. Sometimes down but not defeated,…. My fight continues 💪🏽

I’m reading up on surgeries performed on HS. I’m trying to temper the terror I feel at the thought of being hollowed out and left open to heal from the inside out or needing a skin graft, with open-mindedness and the prospect of increased quality of life.

If you have an experience or knowledge about surgical techniques you can share, please do. 

Hello reader!

There have been significant time lapses between my postings. I hope to become more consistent again, but honestly can’t make promises because of the unpredictable nature of life.

Having said that, I am very happy on this eve of a month long break. I’m taking a medical leave. The thought of not awakening to an alarm unless I so choose makes me so happy!!! No missed trains, long uncomfortable days or having it brought to my attention that my cyst have leaked through my bandages!……yes, behold last Tuesdays lovely surprise..

So, for many reasons, I’m thankful to be getting a break, at least from work. It’s a blessing and I wanted to acknowledge it. Thank you for reading😊

I’m thankful that I had the opportunity, with the help of my family, to extend hostility this past weekend. I had some friends to my home for a meal and some association. Everyone enjoyed themselves and that did my heart good!

It can be easy in life to be consumed with our problems, ills and various circumstances, but it never fails to be rewarding when you think of others and try to focus on how to bring joy to someone else.♡

Good evening all! Hoping you’ve had a pleasant day.

This day started off very challenging! I was very sore as well as exhausted with the thought of commuting to work. After two Advil, my heater and settling in at work, I managed to feel better, and thanks to Jehovah, got through the day😩

Now however, having shed my bandages, annoying clothing lol, and being able to relax in my home and room, I feel so much better! Even better is knowing that I have five wonderful days before I need to concern myself with the dread of another morning where I have to prepare for work! Thank you Jehovah! I get to enjoy my friends and family in MY environment😄🤗👏

Hello All!

With the potential option of taking advantage of what the city calls,” ordinary disability”, which would allow me as a vested employee, to basically retire due to non-work related illness, I have reached out to my dermatologist, psychologist and primary care physician in order to obtain from them, in writing, why I should be found eligible for this provision. Today was my appointment with the dermatologist. I was optimistic after speaking to one of her residents, that today’s visit would send me away with what I need to present to HR in order to get set up for an evaluation visit with the city doctor.

Those hopeful expectations were dampened when I was told by the dermatologist that “I haven’t exhausted all approaches to my condition” REALLY?! Do you tell the cancer patient to keep pushing because there are soooooo many possible approaches to treating the disease??!! That in no way validates the decade I’ve spent, primarily, self-managing this thorn in my flesh! I hate when physicians equate their so called expertise, with what you as the patient know as a result of living in YOUR body!

Having shared that, I asked Jehovah before embarking upon this to help me see his direction either way. I’ll continue to hold to my faith that he’ll do so. I do thank you all for indulging my venting session♡

 

I have the best sisters ever! I love them so much and am thankful to have them in my life. I’m not a big social media person by any means, but I wish to publicly state how great they are!

Being able to spend time with them this past weekend was so enjoyable. They’re both blessings in my life.

Good morning my faithful few 🙂

It has been quite a while since I’ve posted anything. I felt the need to do so today.

Not feeling down, but was quite disappointed to realize that I physically couldn’t get into an adorable peasant blouse that my sister bought me last year. It buttoned down to a point, but not far enough for me to be able to pull it up, and pulling it over my head definitely wasn’t working..ugh! I’ll have to pass it along. Amazing how much one can long to live inside another body 🙂

Moving on, I attended the regional convention of Jehovah’s witnesses a few weeks ago. The theme was “Don’t give up”. If that’s not timely, I don’t know what is. No matter what challenge anyone is facing, the admonition and encouragement given spoke to it. I am determined to keep going, knowing that Jehovah has something better in store and that he knows EXACTLY how I feel, always.