Feeling yucky and gross

‘You’re feeling yucky and gross, but that’s not who you are”

My therapist expressed these words to me today, and I really appreciated them. I was visited by my period a few days ago, and that on top of the constant draining I already experience due to HS can be overwhelming. There’s literally always something coming out of me, and it gets to be a lot to manage when I have my cycle to add to the unpleasantness.🙄

Besides it not feeling pleasant, seeing it day after day presents a struggle to remain emotionally on track. It’s truly a reality that can’t be understood if not personally experienced. A friend and former coworker once told me that as much as he loved and cared about me, the reality is that he’ll never feel what I have to feel. I found his candidness very refreshing. His words were profoundly true.

I was able to express my feelings and frustrations during my session. That’s was helpful and again gave me this great takeaway that I hope to really make apart of me one day…..

An HS warrior’s fight never ends💪🏽👊🏽

2 thoughts on “Feeling yucky and gross

  1. Dear little sister. I’m so very sorry you have this awful disease!!!! The side affects are a lot! You strive to mentally focus and refocus but it no doubt takes it toll. Yell if you need linens changed or trash emptied and I’ll gladly get you in order when and if you need. You know you aren’t along while going through this! It’s ok to ask me for help, if you desire anything.
    Keep giving your thoughts and feelings to Jehovah. until he permanently solves these problems!! Isaiah 3.3:24, Revelation 21:3-4 and Titus 1:2
    Love ya

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